Poem

I wrote this poem after rocking my baby to sleep.

Line by Line

Sleeping curled upon my lap, 

while rocking to and fro,

is my one and only child of flesh,

born not many years ago.

He is not my first born,

for deep within me lives,

all that are my hopes and dreams,

the words I long to give.

I’ve written down all that makes me, me.

What I’ve seen, wished for, my every goal,

the words I have written,

are the children of my soul.

I love words, sung, written, spoken,

their passion and their power.

Mankind could never have come so far, 

for it is words which makes man tower.

Above all creatures, mankind towers,

in his ability to leave a trace,

of what he’s learned, where he’s been,

that time cannot erase.

I live for my children,

my son and my words too.

I want them to live on,

and be proud of what they do.

In silence I pray,

for the skill, and for the time.

Time to write my thoughts, my hopes,

to live out my life, line by line.

Debra Zannelli  8/96

Why I bit the ice cream man

If you’ve read anything by me, you know I love dogs. A hot summer day and the ice cream truck was coming. We had money for ice cream this time. I was running up the road to catch him before he turned the corner. Chipper, my dog was right behind me.  The truck slowed, a leg kicked out and Chipper fell to the ground. The leg came out of the truck again, slow enough for me to catch.

“He bit me.”

It was a lie. Chipper was behind me. 

“Did it feel like this.” Before I let go of his leg I bit him.  Not hard enough to get through his sock but strong enough to put fuzzies in my mouth.

I figured we’d never get ice cream again, but a couple of weeks later the truck came with a new driver. I turned to see my mother smiling, Chipper licking her cheek. 

Dark Night Review

Dark Night Of The Soul was awarded 4 out of 5 stars in its review by Suranna Wallace Michael. I’m going to post the entire review, which I’m very proud of. Also pay attention to my note I posted at the end of the review.

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Review of Dark Night Of The Soul

Post by Suranna Wallace Michael » 09 Jan 2026, 19:40
[Following is an official OnlineBookClub.org review of “Dark Night Of The Soul” by Debra Zanelli.]

4 out of 5 stars

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Dark Night of the Soul by Debra Zannelli is a modern retelling of the classic vampire story. A vampire meets a girl and falls in love. It spans several years and demonstrates that love can conquer fear and retribution.

Maddy, as a child, is attacked while playing by a scary monster. She lived out several years under the stigma caused by this attack. Many think she is crazy or seeking attention by describing what she saw as a vampire. No one truly believes her, not even her brother. She suffers from nightmares because of this. She became an artist and painted her attacker’s face numerous times. Awaking from one of these nightmares, she goes to the park to paint early one morning and has an encounter with her attacker, Gregor, and the one who saved her, Marcus.

The story continues as Maddy rescues Marcus from the approaching sunlight. She seems to know that he is the one who needs help. Her brother, Judson, is recruited to help stop Gregor from his upcoming murder spree. Marcus has the goal of ending the reign of terror inflicted by Gregor.

The characters are well-developed, believable, and likable. The author effectively portrayed the pain and loneliness of Marcus’s and Maddy’s lives. I was able to feel the loss and struggle of each character and found myself rooting for victory over evil. Even though not all the characteristics of Gregor and Marcus exactly portray a vampire, there are enough to conclude that they are undead and blood suckers.

I am rating Dark Night of the Soul a 4 out of 5 stars. There were more grammatical errors than I felt was acceptable to give it a higher rating. I find the storyline compelling and well-written, and I recommend it to anyone who loves vampire novels. It is a very engaging book, and it was hard to put down at times.


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NOTE:

The books will be updated and all errors corrected. My editor worked hard to make sure the book was mistake free but we are all human. I am proud to say that there were only ten errors and though I’m not happy to have even one, I am happy with the book and I’m sure you will be too.

It’s available as an audio book and my podcast is ongoing.

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Second Chance

May be an image of smiling and text that says 'A SECOND CHANCE 1996 after surgery today'

My recovery took six months. During that time, unable to work, do anything around the house-not such a big deal- only chew soft foods, at least I could have ice cream, and take care of my son-the worst thing-I had a lot of time to think about me. Who was I and who had I wanted to be. That’s when I wrote Dark Night Of The Soul. Luckily I got better. I went back to being a mother, a wife and the checking account manager at Chelsea Groton Savings Bank. I didn’t publish the book until I once again had free time. That’s called retirement. Now the book is available everywhere as a hardcover, paperback, ebook and audio book. Tonight at midnight the third episode will be played as a podcast and as of tomorrow morning it, and the episodes you might have missed, can be listened to at your convenience.

Some monsters walk in the night, others live inside you.

PODCAST

It’s time to look for my podcast. Here’s the logo,

and here’s the schedule.

There Are Reasons To Fear What Hides In The Night

Dark Night Of The Soul

Pat wasn’t afraid of the dark, she wasn’t even aware of it. Fear held her in its thrall, fear of the unknown, of the uncertain future. Her husband of thirty-four years had left her. She wasn’t sexy, romantic, or pretty enough. She was a large women, always had been. She wasn’t more than five pounds from the weight she had carried the day he’d sworn to love and cherish her always. The twins had come late in their marriage. When Richard left, she sold the house to pay their college tuition. If not for the shelter, she would be homeless. She desperately wanted to avoid returning to her parent’s home. They lived two states away. She didn’t want to move so far from her children. She feared telling her friends. She feared life without Richard. She was afraid of how important the local pub had become. She found she could no longer sleep without it. She was afraid the shelter would find out she’d been drinking. The smell of her fear, carried on the night wind, went before her.

    Knowing the shelter would frown upon her new and all-too-frequent habit of visiting the local bar, she went to the backyard, purloined key in hand. Grabbed from behind, she threw her considerable weight on the body pressed against her, but his grip only tightened. She clawed at the hands biting into her chest. Slowly, he forced her to face him.

    Her hands clasped in supplication. “Please, I beg of you, I have children. I’ll do

    “Yes,” he whispered softly in her ear. “You will.”

    “Please…”

    Whatever she had planned to say was left unspoken. Snarling, he tore through her tender flesh. He was careful; he didn’t want this one to die too soon. Pat began to cry. Gregor brought his hand to her face, seemingly to wipe away her tears.  Instead, he used his hideously long fingernails to slice through her soft cheeks. He tore into the flesh of her thick arms. The pain was so great, she could no longer cry. Her eyes rolled back, head falling.

    “Not yet.” He tenderly slapped her cheeks, keeping her awake. “You fear me?”

    The answer was a whimper. He smiled. “You should fear me more. Your children, I’ll find them.”

Dark Night of the Soul – https://www.amazon.com/dp/B074T2Y22K

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You can hear Gregor’s voice when you listen to the audio book or the upcoming podcast. Read the book and see if you can answer the questions I’ll ask you.

PODCAST

The Podcast is coming. Dark Night of The Soul. Do you know what’s waiting in the dark. Marcus does. Listen to the podcast of Dark Night Of The Soul, so you can find out.

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THOUGHT FOR THE WEEK

It’s a new idea of mine. I thought I would title the upcoming posts as thought for the day but the truth is I doubt I’ll post everyday and I don’t want to disappoint you. I’d also like to get to know you, so please feel free to give me your thoughts.

Do you ever feel that whenever you get close to making a touchdown, the end zone gets moved further away? Sometimes I do. It was better for me. I was raised in an era that had lots of jobs for those just starting out and you could save for college even working in the mills. Most of the mills are gone, those jobs with them and college is out of reach without debt. A mortgage without the benefit of a home, rent so high you may never save enough for a downpayment.

We hear people talk about the American dream, how we all have the chance to reach the finish line, have our dreams come true, get that house. But do we all have the same chances? Did we ever?

THE HUMAN RACE

Greyhounds lined up at the starting gate,

chasing wooden American dreams.

Only one can win, the rest must fail,

is not as it seems.

We know the losers didn’t really try,

blinded by the rabbit, we do not see.

The winner loses the next race,

how shallow his victory.

The rabbit is always a step ahead,

the weight of the world on the hound’s backs.

They suffer, they live, continuing on,

it’s caring the rabbit master lacks.

So intent upon the rabbit run,

we allow the race to continue on.

We do not try to see the truth,

look beyond the glitter, to see the harm.

And so the masses struggle, running the race,

not knowing that they are lead.

Will understanding come at last,

when all the hounds are dead?

Debra Zannelli 

Comic-Con

Had a great weekend. The book sales were good, but better yet was making new friends, seeing old friends and meeting many of the people attending the con.

What better example can you get of both Darkness and Light.

I think you can tell that I was having fun. And don’t forget to come to the ARIA fundraiser. It will be an event that gives us good food, great company and lots of laughs. I hope to see you there. All you have to do is click on the QR code for tickets.